entry of a girl who will start her new life
Friday, March 31, 2006
ok so i think all of the people know what's happening in my life. I dont want to be called a "repeater" just call me a "loser" or uhmm. an "outcast".. life's lonely ryt now.. uhmm.. i think GOD really want me to repeat again my 1st year in HS. uhmm. i realized that it's not somebody's fault. so i dont have the ryt to blame others. i dont have the ryt to blame my mom. dad. brothers. and frends. they gave me unconditional love and they dont ran out of "pangaral-s" for me. I should have listen to my parents and frends. "sana man lang naisip ko ung PERANG ginastos sa aken." that's the no.1 thing that is on my mind ryt now. second is I-2 is a perfect class 4 me. it isn't the perfect for others. but. Uhmm. I guess.. Let's put it this way.. I-2 is the best class.. I dont measure it academicaly but i-2 is "madiskarte". *SIGH* third is.. maybe one day i will see my body counting the tiles on the floor and touching the doors of each classrooms of the 1st year standing at the corridor ALONE. yah. you heard it. ALONE. I'm afraid to be a LONER. I'm afraid that maybe one day my friends will leave me. But ders still HOPE in my heart and "TIWALA" from my friends. I know der true friends and they wont leave me. and they dont want me to be crazy counting tiles in the HS corridors..I mean FIRST YEAR CORRIDORS.
I thank GOD for...
mas gusto ko tagalog...
AKO'Y NAGPAPASALAMAT SA PANGINOON NA BINIGYAN NIYA AKO NANG PAGKAKATAONG MAPASAMA SA ISANG SEKSYON AT GRUPO NANG KAIBIGAN NA HANDA KANG TULUNGAN AT HINDI KA IIWAN.
AT MAGING ANAK NG MGA MAGULANG NA NAGBIBIGAY NANG WALANG PATID NA SUPORTA AT PARATING ANDIYAN PARA SAYO..
newlife starts today... =D
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